What you get is not what you expected

Yesterday went for official car test,
I was nervous like hell,
no one accompanied me,
I'm alone and sat there wait for my turn.

I saw most of the candidates failed at the mendaki bukit and some of them failed in the parking,
I can feel my heart is pumping feriously.
Was my turn,I stopped the car in the yellow line and want move down the car from the small hill,
I was failed!
My heart was broken and I was totally upset!
I never thought I failed in the Bahagian III and I always have confident in it.
Maybe I was too nervous or panic?(I think so)That cause me skipped the step and my car came down.

Bahagian II,I was succeed.Lol,the most part that I scare,I passed and the part that I most confident in it,I failed.
The God joked with me right?
Examiner beside me is a woman(very strict one),man is better and I passed it.
I don't know want to laugh or cry.
 She said to me,''You want to bring me to hell?It's no problem if you are the only one in the car.You want die,can.But don't bring me.''
I don't why she said to me maybe I drove a bit fast but it's lower than 50km/h,
what the f**k!


I will go for exam again at 14/7.
Luckily my mother and brother consoled me,especially my bro.
I asked him,''What would happen if I fail the test again?''
He answered me,''Fail jor then fail jor lo.Go for exam again.You have a lot of time.''
I felt more comfortable.
Not like my sister,she said I'm look like my mother,stupid and scare.
She told me not to scare and just think it's like usual.


Sometimes hate myself that I born with a chicken heart,sigh.

G.O.D B.L.E.S.S ME!!